my fingers are frozen here, suspended above these keys, not knowing where to begin... not knowing where this will take me... where she will take me...
i fell into her.
she wrapped herself around me, and i, around her, + we fell deep into this time + space that we carved for us.
i was sitting here, sifting through my head, trying to figure out why it is she's sitting here with me...
it didn't matter.
it doesn't matter.
she's here.
we're here.
+ i'm smiling the beginning of a smile i haven't felt in longer than i can remember. tears roll down my face at the hint of this smile.
i had forgotten.
i still have questions... my breath still hesitates... i still sit here, suspended... confused...
it doesn't matter though.
she's here.
we're here.
+ this smile is far too real to ignore.